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This is my story. The one that explains why I do this work and
why I believe in it so deeply.
This is my story. The one that explains why I do this work and why I believe in it so deeply.
This is my story. The one that explains why I do this work and
why I believe in it so deeply.
For a long time, I felt out of place in the life I was supposed to want.
I struggled to settle into institutions, careers and ideas of success that seemed to work naturally for other people. From the outside, life often looked fine. There was work, relationships and all the usual markers of a functioning life. But something about it never felt fully right.
There were questions I couldn’t answer and couldn’t seem to let go of:
A few years ago, I hit one of the lowest points in my life. My mental health was slipping, my relationships were strained, and I felt completely lost.
From the outside though, it didn’t look that way. The house, the car, the holidays - everything suggested I was doing great.
And I kept asking myself the same question: If I had everything I thought I wanted, why did I still feel so empty?
It took me a while to see it clearly. Money and success can create comfort, but they don’t guarantee fulfillment. In fact, the real journey often begins only after you’ve achieved those things.
Who am I beyond the roles I'm playing?
Who am I beyond the roles I'm playing?
What am I actually trying to live for?
What am I actually trying to live for?
Why does so much of modern life feel disconnected from what people deeply need?
Why does so much of modern life feel disconnected from what people deeply need?
I looked for answers everywhere. Philosophy, psychology, spirituality and history. Some of it helped. None of it fully resolved the questions.
Eventually, I stopped trying to fix the questions and started living inside them.
That shift changed something in me. The restlessness didn’t disappear, but it found direction. Over time, the questions stopped feeling like something that needed to be solved and started becoming something worth exploring.
Today, much of that thinking finds its way into writing and videos. They are where I explore ideas, challenge assumptions and share the insights that have stayed with me.
The photos below tell the rest of the story.
A few years ago, I hit one of the lowest points in my life. My mental health was slipping, my relationships were strained, and I felt completely lost.
From the outside though, it didn’t look that way. The house, the car, the holidays - everything suggested I was doing great.
And I kept asking myself the same question: If I had everything I thought I wanted, why did I still feel so empty?
It took me a while to see it clearly. Money and success can create comfort, but they don’t guarantee fulfillment. In fact, the real journey often begins only after you’ve achieved those things.
For a long time, I felt out of place in the life I was supposed to want.
I struggled to settle into institutions, careers and ideas of success that seemed to work naturally for other people. From the outside, life often looked fine. There was work, relationships and all the usual markers of a functioning life. But something about it never felt fully right.
There were questions I couldn’t answer and couldn’t seem to let go of:
Who am I beyond the roles I'm playing?
What am I actually trying to live for?
I struggled with my thoughts, emotions, and impulses.
I couldn’t enjoy dinners, holidays, shopping — the simple joys of life.
Why does so much of modern life feel disconnected from what people deeply need?
I looked for answers everywhere. Philosophy, psychology, spirituality and history. Some of it helped. None of it fully resolved the questions.
Eventually, I stopped trying to fix the questions and started living inside them.
That shift changed something in me. The restlessness didn’t disappear, but it found direction. Over time, the questions stopped feeling like something that needed to be solved and started becoming something worth exploring.
Today, much of that thinking finds its way into writing and videos. They are where I explore ideas, challenge assumptions and share the insights that have stayed with me.
The photos below tell the rest of the story.
Who am I beyond roles and expectations?
What am I here for?
What does a fulfilled life really look like?
I looked for answers everywhere — philosophy, psychology, spirituality, self-help. Some of it helped. None of it fully explained what I was experiencing.
Over time, through reflection and self-enquiry, I realised I wasn’t dealing with abstract ideas — but lived questions around identity, meaning, and direction. And what I was living through wasn’t a phase or a problem to solve.
It was how I am wired — to think, to question what others move past, and to sit with uncertainty longer than most people are comfortable with.
Once I accepted that, my relationship with thinking changed. And slowly, things began to make sense.
Who am I beyond roles and expectations?
What am I actually trying to live for?
Who am I meant to become?
1988
I was two years old, the middle child between an elder sister and a younger brother.
1992
Teen phase and a family trip.
2007
Just me in a casual t-shirt, smiling at the camera - not knowing this would become a memory I’d look back on.
1988
I was two years old, the middle child between an elder sister and a younger brother.
2001
Teen phase and a family trip.
2009
I met Kanika in 2007 and we have been together ever since. This picture is from our college party.
2010
A visit to the Golden temple with my dad and brother. These little rituals always brought us closer as a family.
2011
A rare selfie with my mom. She’s always been my quiet anchor through every stage of life.
2012
Carefree days with Bob Marley on the wall, no thought of what’s next - just before life took a different turn.
2013
Our wedding day. Kanika and I officially tied the knot.
2017
The day Aaryav was born - the most incredible day of my life, and the one that changed everything for me.
2019
These were some of the happiest days of my life. A time of personal transformation and the joy of watching him grow.
2023
Still going strong. I’ve aged, she’s only gotten younger and prettier. Through it all, we have grown together, stronger and more connected than ever.
2024
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2007
Just me in a casual t-shirt, smiling at the camera - not knowing this would become a memory I’d look back on.
2009
I met Kanika in 2007 and we have been together ever since. This picture is from our college party.
2010
A visit to the Golden temple with my dad and brother. These little rituals always brought us closer as a family.
2011
A rare selfie with my mom. She’s always been my quiet anchor through every stage of life.
2012
Carefree days with Bob Marley on the wall, no thought of what’s next - just before life took a different turn.
2013
Our wedding day. Kanika and I officially tied the knot.
2017
The day Aaryav was born - the most incredible day of my life, and the one that changed everything for me.
2019
These were some of the happiest days of my life. A time of personal transformation and the joy of watching him grow.
2023
Still going strong. I’ve aged, she’s only gotten younger and prettier. Through it all, we have grown together, stronger and more connected than ever.
2024
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2024
We adopted Ruby. Now all I do is give her belly rubs.
2025
Aaryav is 8 now. How time has flown by.
2024
We adopted Ruby. Now all I do is give her belly rubs.
2025
Aaryav is 8 now. How time has flown by.
2025
A recent family potrait.
2025
A recent family potrait.
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